To apprehend:
To seize with the mind.

An apprentice?
One who does that.

I am mud wrestling with this metaphor.

It has me in what I hope is an illegal hold
And I hope that someone in authority is watching
And will blow the whistle
That I might remove my face from the mud
Draw back the filth from my eyes
Shake off this thing

I am trying to imagine my mind seizing
Laying claim to
Calling its own

Anything at all.

Blow the whistle on me:
I am going too far with this.

To apprehend
Means to understand.

Forget the strange and violent history of the word
As you perceive it.

It is a simple thing: understanding.
Apprentice: one who will understand.

Back to that game in the mud, though:
What you don't apprehend
Holds you

And will
Until you do.

You will apprehend.
You will plunder your life for the truth.

Call it air.
You will come up to find it.

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