Sunday mornings
At the breakfast table:
“Where’d you get those bruises,
Wife?”
“What bruises?”
“There. On your arm.
Both of your arms.”
The dark purple of your skin
Echoes the noise of the litany:
His complaints
On and on last night.
Too old now
To call you,
To ask for water,
To stop him
To keep him away
From you,
I listened.
I waited
For you
To subdue
His drunken ire
By apologizing:
“I’m sorry.”
Silence came.
The creak of stairs
And bed springs
Followed
As the argument lay exhausted
Between you.
You survived.
So did we.
By morning,
It never happened:
“I don’t know how I got them.”
You took us to church
So we might know God
And make our own decision
About him someday
And so he could have
Time
To himself,
A break from us.
1 Comments
I don't feel "he could have Time..." or should have time to himself. The denial would have been confronted and fought fiercely by fighting the double torture - the one from the night and the other from the day - to lessen the enduring emotional scars.
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